When all odds are against you,
Do you crack, and break?
When all you want to do is win, not lose,
No matter what it takes.

I despise sportsmen who have this mentality.
I'm having thoughts of quiting, their mentality just sucks.
Close friends will be disappointed.

I'm in such a dilemma right now.
Migraines are so coming back.

Smelling bananas and/or apples can make one lose weight.
A weird but true fact from Snapple.
I'm so going to do it(:

A real photographer are not those only who have PRO Accounts in Flickr, nor those who just own an expensive DSLR and lenses.

A real photographer is not measured by how many of your photos appear in the Explore page of Flickr. It appears there simply because Flickr wants you to stay and maintain a PRO account with them.

A real photographer are not those who study photography, nor those who did not study at all.

A real photographer does not rely on his expensive cameras to capture a good photo. His camera whether it's the cheapest disposable camera or the Mark III are only an extension of his mind. He start to see a good photo not from the viewfinder but from his imagination.

A real photographer is not bound by photography rules. He is willing to jump outside the box of photography rules and make his originality.

A real photographer does not depend on good locations to photoshoot to have good photos. For him every place where he stand is the best location.

A real photographer does not depend on expensive Speedlights to capture good toned, shadowed pictures, but knows that nature has already provided him the best lighting.

A real photographer knows that he has to shoot thousands of photographs to have a handful of good shots.

A real photographer is not deceived by camera manufacturer's glittering ads that their CAMERAS are the best.

A real photographer does not get flattered when someone appreciates his work, but was very happy when somebody criticizes his work as for him this is an opportunity for improvement.

A real photographer spends most of his time to appreciate the works of others than his own.

A real photographer knows that the best camera ever created was the EYES. Every person who has a pair of good eyes owns the best camera in the universe.

A real photographer does not brag, and does not expect his work to be appreciated by others, as he do photography as his soul. He is ashamed to show his soul and only obliged to show it to a few privileged person whom he know more.

A real photographer feel awkward brandishing a big DSLR and long lenses and still dream that technology could shrunk DSLR like a matchbox.

A real photographer does not care discussing the best models of cameras in the market rather he practice his skill on what he has, not what he dreamed to buy.

A real photographer appreciates technology advancement on newer camera models, but still rely on experience as the best teacher in honing his skills.

DISCLAIMER: Do not take this seriously, and do not believe this as this is only to test your EMOTIONAL MATURITY as a photographer. Take it lightly and go, stare your camera, caress it, love it, and most especially get EYEMO, place a few drops in your both eyes, and see the world in your BEST CAMERA you ever have. You are the best photographer in your own category.

Valerie, I love you(:

And the moment that she left the room ,
The album started skipping.
Goodbye to beauty, shared with the ones that you love.
A shadow that has fallen over this town.

Sightings of shape shifting dissolved into the darkness.
A final opinion is of less value than an appreciation of,
And tolerance for obscurity.

Theatrics, all made up,
And pianos all playing at once through the dust.
I found it difficult in my excitement to keep from floating off.

Analogue photography is much of a gamble.
The risk makes it such fun.
I pretty much took a huge gamble with my brand new Cosina CX2.
My test roll, HR100 DX Mitsubishi Colour, expired 1988.
Perhaps I wasn't thinking so clearly just now.
Well see how it will turn out, praying so hard.

It's been a very enjoyable day, other then a 8am lecture.
Helped out a friend mend a stall, selling cameras and all that stuff.
Clearly all I could say is that Polaroid was the hot favourite!

5 things most important in my life;
Food
Lomography/photography
Music/jamming
Sports
Family/friends

I'll just curl up and die without them, such a painful death.
I feel very arty farty today(:


Would someone please tell me I'm not alright.
Does she know before I met her, I have only dreamt of so much?
So why is she tempting me?
Can you see the visions of pain?

Forget about tonight, tomorrow will be here so soon.
Once upon a time seems so like a fairy tale.

One word, DOPE.
It makes no difference if it does really happens.
Lost it so long ago, without fear and faith.
Couldn't just make it happen, or was never meant to be.
I"ll pray for you to come, take your time please.

Being alone has never felt so good and enjoyable.
Making it last doesn't do much harm.
Or does it?

Do you remember you first dream?
I wonder will any of them become true.
You make it feel so right.
Psycho myself to like her?
I think so, goddamnit!

I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told of our love will never die

Floorball training is getting more intensed by the minute.
Somehow it reminded me of my years in St Andrew's Rugby.
Ah! Those beautiful days.
Need to get my fitness level up, season's in 4 weeks time.

Alesana's new album Where Myth Fades to Legend pawnzzz man!
I still prefer the first one, but both are great!
Poetry in motion, such beauty!
How I wished I could be like them.
Can we turn electronica please!
Hahaha! Reality check please!

I'm not too sure what's wrong,
I feel so lost and alone.
Fill my eyes with black.
I'm telling that this is the end,
So why should I understand?

Draw back you steps,
As clocks spell the hours,
Timing the hurt in my chest.
It's turning into something I hate.
Nothing is left but the fact,
I can bleed without you.